Saturday, September 22, 2018

Celebrating a Milestone



At midnight, when this weekend officially ends, I will be halfway to accomplishing the central goal that I have set out for myself in life – the single item on my bucket list, as it were.   My ability to attain this goal is not totally up to me.  In fact, it’s largely out of my control.  But that’s OK, because luck is central to pretty much every venture in life, and I’m at peace with depending on luck in the things that matter most to me. What choice is there?

So what happens at 12:00 a.m. Monday morning?  I celebrate my 30th wedding anniversary.   My goal is to make it to 60.  Once that happens, if that happens, I would be 88 and my wife would be 89, and I’ll be ready for whatever God has in store for us.  Until then, I respectfully request that the two of us keep on breathing, and we’ll take care of the rest.   

As long as I can remember, I’ve revered the institution of marriage.  I saw my parents fight and fight and fight and yet, I never saw them separate, let alone divorce.  They were married for 17 years before I was born and another 41 years thereafter, and believe me, it was no bed of roses.  I knew they deeply loved each other.  And I also knew that they drove each other crazy.  So I had to decide – what is the more important value in life: to minimize the extent to which we are driven crazy by our loved ones?  Or to maximize the extent to which we experience and bestow the deepest of love?   You have my answer. 

I have been a bit more fortunate than my parents.  I married a woman who actually doesn’t drive me crazy.  I found her at Harvard Law School, where she was a bit of a fish out of water.  Now, instead of honing her rhetoric and brinksmanship skills in arenas of verbal combat, she teaches 5-10 year old schoolchildren how to appreciate reading and do research.  Recently, she spent 15 days in a hospital attempting to recuperate from surgery, but never once did she get upset with me, or with anyone else.   No, being married to her for 60 years would hardly entitle me to combat pay.  In fact, to use the immortal words of Lou Gehrig, it would make me “the luckiest man alive.” 

This weekend, as I reflect on the significance of Monday’s anniversary, I’m reminded that not everyone in my generation was given the opportunity to aim for the goal that I’ve set out for myself.  In order to have a reasonable chance to be married for 60 years, the members of my cohort needed to tie the knot by the end of the 80s or early 90s.   But for many, that wasn’t possible.   Not in America.  Not overseas.

The group of people I have in mind who were denied their rights to marry were formerly known by several nasty, hurtful words.   Oh, there was no shortage of names.  They weren’t sequestered from society like lepers, but to a degree they served the same role in society.  They were the ones most likely to be bullied by teenage alpha males.   Why sequester them if we can ridicule them instead?  It’s so much more fun, right?  Civilized people – the kind who thrive at places like Harvard Law School – would know enough not to mock these people or even to refer to them by derogatory names.  But when it came time to decide whether to support their right to get married, now that was a bridge too far.  Like most Americans, Ivy League educated lawyers turned politicians, knew enough NOT to advocate for same-sex marriage.   Obviously, the Republican leaders opposed it.  But, more notably, so did the highest leaders of the purportedly-progressive Democratic party.

Barack Obama finally came out in favor of gay marriage in 2012.  He was joined by Hillary Clinton in 2013.  Is it any wonder that as recently as 2003, not a single state allowed gay people to get married? 

In 2018, the times have changed.   The coup de grace was the 2015 Supreme Court decision in Obergefell v. Hodges, which mandated that all 50 states allow same-sex couples to get married.   The vote was 5-4.  And yes, Justice Kennedy decided with the majority.

I have scrupulously striven to make this blog a law-free zone so that I may separate what I write about on weekends from what I do for a living.  Accordingly, I don’t wish to comment on the legal reasoning of Obergefell, or the stability of this precedent in light of past and future changes on the Court.  That kind of candor will be preserved until the time I leave government service and feel free to speak my mind on all topics.  But today, allow me to point out on a personal level just how important it is for me that other Americans be granted the same fundamental rights that I possess, and just how fundamental I view the right of all consenting adults to get married.

It is sad enough that gay people my age will never dream of reaching the big 6-0.  But I pray that in my children’s generation, and their children’s generation, every American will grow up secure in the knowledge that they can reach for this beautiful milestone regardless of their sexual preference. 

You know, my wife isn’t a very opinionated person, and she is definitely an open-minded one.  But I remember her telling me once that while she is typically able to see two sides on every issue, the one issue on which she only sees a single side is gay marriage.  I feel the same way.  Anyone who would take away that right for secular reasons is making arguments I simply can’t fathom.  And anyone who would take away that right for religious reasons is just the opposite kind of religious person than I am. 

Long live marriage.  Long live tolerance.  Love live progressive religion.

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